Day 4 : Facing fear

 

Today I wake up before the time I did plane to wake up at with massive fear within my physical body.

Self forgiveness: 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand what was the fear I was experiencing in my physical body when I wake up this morning.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand what was the personality based on fear, I was busy activating this morning when I wake up

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create this energy in my physical body and allow it to direct me in thinking instead of relaxing and giving a great sleep to my physical body

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with this energy of fear with thinking, and back chat instead of applying self awareness and self forgiveness within every breath I take.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to face fear and anxiety with thinking about short-cut habits that suppress those negative emotions

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be able to look in my mind and find what the fear I was experiencing in my physical body this morning

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that the fear that was activated within my physical body is fear of self-intimacy = fear of self = fear of change = fear of loss. 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing what I have allowed and accepted myself to become as a mind consciousness system.

 

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the change from self interest to living what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear walking this path to rebirth my self from the physical as life when I did redefined the starting point of everything I do as creating myself as individual, and in relationship to Everyone Else on Earth : as that which is Alive in every way. Proven, through my relationships, my society, my consideration for life; to such an Extent that, Life on Earth is Guaranteed to be Always, that which is Best for All Life. And Attain that, as a Function- Complete, Unwavering, for Eternity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my Ego = Self interest only, in everything I do.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that fear is mind designed existing just with me when I am thinking and living as mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that I am addicted to fear as energy reaction to activate pre programmed mind conscious system personality.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that I as Self as Life don't fear, mind conscious system fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear seeing into me. Because – in seeing into me, I will see and realize what really I have to face, and I actually have to take responsibility and I will actually have to start doing something – because I am realizing and seeing who and what I have become.

 

Self commitment: 

I commit myself to show that breathing here without the mind, being physical will show how fear of intimacy or any fear is just MIND JOB based on a physical addiction to the body response to the fear.

I commit myself to breathe here and now applying self awareness, self will, Equality, Oneness, and self forgiveness within every breath

I commit myself to investigate all the fears, seeing into me and into the world system and show that fear is just mind conscious system for control of human beings

 I commit myself to self intimacy, into me I see. Investigating every part of my mind consciousness system. Investigating the good, the bad, and the ugly. Forgiving all that is not best for All life in me and creating the change within me thru self commitment and self application and living the change daily.