Day 17 : Possession

 

In my life I had experienced Possession many times. It is when an idea or pattern comes up within me and overwhelm me with excitement and desire to act on this idea and pattern and it persists until I act out on it even if I know that it is not best for All.

 

 

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react with the energy of Possession about some ideas and patterns.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create and build and participate with some ideas until it becomes Possession.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in thinking about something until i become a possession and I act on it.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand how I can really move myself when the experience of Possession comes up within me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to enjoy the state of mind possession for days and days. Meaning liking and loving this state and not wanting to wake up from it.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize  and understand that to move myself from the energy and experience of Possession I have to simply act on an other idea that is best for all and continue doing it whenever I experience Possession within me.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that the moment I see a pattern through the lens of emotions and reactions,  and the act of thinking; I become the mind. And as I become the mind, the mind fully control my actions and my physical being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as the beingness to just completely gives way, gives room and gives space for the mind to take over me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as the beingness to completely just gives up and gives in and just keeps on listening to,  participating in,  giving authority to, accepting and allowing the mind in a particular point of thinking and reacting and then remains within that states and then eventually the more I as beingness starts stepping back, stops introspecting, questioning, assessing, analyzing, investigating; the mind then takes over, takes complete control, takes full authority and then that gives that space for the mind to infiltrate deep dimensions of me as beingness and through the beingness then gets access into deep dimensions of my physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to loses it on a mental and physical level and just completely acts out my mind on a being and body level.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the mind to take full control in the being and the body.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the mind cannot exist by itself without my being awareness participation. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a being to participate in some thoughts, emotions, or feelings until it becomes a possession; then acted on it. Then repeat that cycle until it becomes an automatic behavioral pattern.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to completely takes over, where it's just pure programming, pure energy, pure thoughts, pure memories, and then let it creates that state of absolute breakdown and chaos and being completely nonsensical, being all over the place.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself participating in thoughts, reactions, or back chats of any kind to STOP and breath and live a word that is best for all LIFE.