Day 28 : Possession 5

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in very deep, extensive, possessed states.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear these possessions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist these possessions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge these possessions..

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react these possessions.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to understand these possessions instead of  fear them or resist them or judge them and react to them, but rather understand. Because, possessions can become so intense, extensive and overwhelming that no matter what anyone else says or does or tries to say or tries to do, the mind in a possessed state can be very creative and innovative in retaliating and fighting back and resisting and rebelling and doing everything and anything possible to maintain the possessed state. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  refuse to hear the truth and the call of LIFE when I experience a possession 

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that I create a possession on something when and as an emotional state emerged within me of fear, concern, worry, anxiety, and within that initial emotional reaction my mind brought up memories, references, knowledge, information, opinions, views, beliefs, religions, perceptions, movements, so much coming up and that emotional, that initial emotional reaction and then over time everything that I participated in within my own mind, what happened over time is the being channeled into the initial energy reaction then started channeling into all my views and opinions and ideas and perceptions and locked in there and stayed in there to the extent that really no matter what I see or observe or others try and show or say or lead as a living example, I am refusing to even connect to or relate to the facts, the physical, and that's essentially one of the primary defining factors of a possession, it locks the being, the awareness so much into the mind that I do not even want to relate to or see or connect with or process what's physical, what's real, what's facts, what's right here in front of me..

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when and as I experience Possession to refuse to even connect to or relate to the facts, the physical, and that's essentially one of the primary defining factors of a possession, it locks the being, the awareness so much into the mind that I do not even want to relate to or see or connect with or process what's physical, what's real, what's facts, what's right here in front of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when and as I experience Possession to not see what's right in front ofyme,  nothearimey beingness and physical body and LIFE,  not listen, y not understand 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to understand the possession instead of reacting on it. Name the game meaning   is name the name what game the mind is playing with what emotions what thoughts views perceptions opinions things like that what's going on within my mind so rather ask the person okay how an I reacting  what emotions are going on inside myself what thoughts or perceptions or ideas or views are I believing that's coming up within me and have the patience to yes essentially walk through each and every single point that I do express  it's a me just have to have that patience and perseverance to whatever new program or thought pattern or reaction pattern that my mind is bringing up I just stand write it down and apply self forgiveness and self correction. I just remain constant consistent patience standing that's the perseverance of the physical the level of the physical and the being that's always standing that's always here 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to more understand why possessions does occur even in group contexts and why a majority may even go into a form of possession when there is a new group or a new movement or you know a new process that unfolds within humanity that has anything to do with the beingness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be able to learn to stand when I am faced with possession within myself or in others in my environment

I commit myself to go back and have a look at how have I dealt with myself or people who have gone into possessions in the past and  revisit those memories just to see is there any reactions still coming up inside myself because if I am still on a level within I reacting to myself or people who've gone into possessions in memories then if it's going to happen in real life I am not going to be well prepared in how to deal with it now to react it's now to respond to it so rather use my memories constructively go through them see am I afraid of it would you still react to it would you resist it do you get annoyed frustrated impatient things like that write it out forgive it let it go and start practicing remembering  that when I or  a person goes into a possessed state  i've got to understand myself and them i've got to with the points that comes out in my or their communication just take it one by one take it moment by moment day by day and at the same time have a look at what comes up within me.

I commit myself to be like a breath that's constant consistent patient moving expressing living  not to let thoughts Triggers or reactions or another person's possessed state get to me in any way whatsoever 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to understand all my  possessions why is it existing what am i not understanding what must i learn what must i open up from within 

I commit myself to  to understand all my  possessions why is it existing what am i not understanding what must i learn what must i open up from within