Day 30 : Possession 6

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the egotistical arrogance of being in control of my mind in the sense  making statements like, I will never be or become addicted to this or that.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the egotistical arrogance of being in control of my mind in the sense  making statements like, I can start and stop a possession at any time. and in allowing that, I justify starting a possession.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go to that egotistical arrogance of I will never become addicted or I will never shift into the state of addiction as where I am at. I'm not addicted, I just try this. I forgive myself that I have  accepted and allowed myself to not be aware of how quickly a relationship with something can become addictive and especially how it will creep up ever so slowly and subtly and slyly over time.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have that egotistical arrogance in my relationship with my mind. And so delving into the extent to which the subconscious, the unconscious, quantum mind, physical mind and beingness programming can literally rise up and start stepping in and taking control of my conscious and subconscious mind. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand  that very signature of egotistical arrogance can contribute to possession.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that Possession  being essentially my mind taking control of itself and so taking control of me. Taking control of itself and taking control of me in the sense that mostly in my  relationship with my conscious and subconscious mind, I do have a relative freedom in terms of my awareness, my beingness awareness that exists within it. Meaning I can sometimes when I have certain thoughts or backchats or experiences, take a breath, step back and decide not to participate, to slow down, to introspect, to look at it.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that Obviously what's been quite interesting which  facing partly the unconscious and the quantum mind and  the mind or part of myself just wants to speak and act in emotion or reaction and I have to apply that WILL within myself to breathe, to slow down, to not speak, to not act even though every part of my mind, my being and body wants to, is pushing to, is forcing to. When I am working with the mind being integrated on deeper levels of my being and body and that is more difficult and challenging to stand within becaus the minds who I am and have become within and as the mind in my relationship with it is not going to accept and allow control so easily and readily in the deeper dimensions of its own existence because that is where its power is coming from in fact.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that the overall mind is or my relationship with the mind or who I am within the mind will obviously allow some form of control of my being or awareness on the conscious subconscious mind levels but when it comes to the unconscious quantum mind, quantum physical, there it is going to become more challenging because that mind who I am and have become within and as the mind is going to want to stand and fight for its own existence. It's the relationship that I have created with the mind being and body relationship not only in this lifetime but in and throughout many lifetimes.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that an another point as to  what can contribute to the full-on possessions is  if you in my conscious subconscious unconscious mind process did not walk the substantiating of my beingness my awareness enough what does that mean that means that I have  essentially purely only read information or listened to videos or interviews  I did not so much make the knowledge and the information and the process really a part of my inner process. Also self-forgiveness  I don't really forgive to release to change to walk this process for I on a being self awareness level that again if I shift my process into the unconscious quantum mind quantum physical processes it's about to start here the mind is just going to take over like that very easily quickly readily. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand how the moment new processes open up within existence in the mind being and body awareness process especially now with the the advent of the quantum mind quantum physical physical mind and beingness programming emerging that I go into possessions within my mind for some reason or another  finding a fault or a problem or a blame or a projection reacting to something or someone within process or within the process as a whole that I will hold on to that I will refuse to look at or open up or introspect or go into  it's that that signature of the egotistical arrogance like i am right how i see it is how it is you all and you and you and you and this process and this and that and this and i am right  kind of also going into that self-validated righteousness. And there will be one point that I hold on to in my mind that I in fact react to but will even self honestly refuse to admit that I am  reacting even though I know that I am reacting.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that what's quite beautiful about the process walking through the conscious subconscious and unconscious mind is that when I start getting to know reactions and how my mind works there is actually a point of no return but through possession where I can create and accept and allow a very nice possession within myself and hold on to that for my life to validate excuse and justify why I do not want to let go and give up of a point within myself and continue walking my process of awareness within this mini existence or the mini future of existence that I have created within destiny.

I commit myself to  have a look at within myself of the words ego arrogance self-righteousness  and really do have a look in where and when and towards who within myself and my life  I sometimes get into moments of conflict or arguments and fights and  I am reacting and I am holding on to something inside myself but I am fighting for it I don't want to admit self-honestly that I am  reacting and I have got to drop the reactions and the thoughts and the back chats and whatever it is that I am holding on to to really see myself with clarity the other person with clarity and the moment with clarity as well  that point right there is also it falls part of like mini possessions.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that   if that signature of possessions exists within people it can become so easy  for the mind to rise on the deeper levels of its existence that I have not yet walked and take over control quickly and easily.

Possession again being essentially your mind taking control of itself and so taking control of you. Taking control of itself and taking control of you in the sense that mostly in your relationship with your conscious and subconscious mind, you do have a relative freedom in terms of your awareness, your beingness awareness that exists within it. Meaning if you have a look, you can sometimes when you have certain thoughts or backchats or experiences, take a breath, step back and decide not to participate, to slow down, to introspect, to look at it.

 

Obviously what's been quite interesting which many may experience in process to this day is the deeper that you've gone into your own mind, into more the unconscious, the quantum mind, into physical behavior, especially physical behavior where here referencing for example the emotional mind that's being walked now in the Future of Consciousness interview series where individuals are facing partly the unconscious and the quantum mind and you know the mind or part of themselves just wants to speak and act in emotion or reaction and they have to apply that will within themselves to breathe, to slow down, to not speak, to not act even though every part of their mind, their being and body wants to, is pushing to, is forcing to. When there you're working with the mind being integrated on deeper levels of your being and body and that is more difficult and challenging to stand within because I mean obviously the minds who we are and have become within and as the mind in our relationship with it is not going to accept and allow control so easily and readily in the deeper dimensions of its own existence because that is where its power is coming from in fact so you know overall the mind is or our relationship with the mind or who we are within the mind will obviously allow some form of control of our being or awareness on the conscious subconscious mind levels but when it comes to the unconscious quantum mind, quantum physical, there it is going to become more challenging because that mind who we are and have become within and as the mind is going to want to stand and fight for its own existence. It's the relationship that we have created with the mind being and body relationship not only in this lifetime but in and throughout many lifetimes.

 

So everyone just here this is also another point as to you know what can contribute to the full-on possessions is you know if you in your conscious subconscious unconscious mind process did not walk the substantiating of your beingness your awareness enough what does that mean that means that you know you've essentially purely only read information or listened to videos or interviews you know you did not so much make the knowledge and the information and the process really a part of your inner process. Also self-forgiveness you know you don't really forgive to release to change to walk this process for you on a being self awareness level that again if you shift your process into the unconscious quantum mind quantum physical processes it's about to start here the mind is just going to take over like that very easily quickly readily. I mean as we've explained as well in previous interviews and also within and throughout the series it's been fascinating how the moment new processes open up within existence in the mind being and body awareness process especially now with the the advent of the quantum mind quantum physical physical mind and beingness programming emerging that individuals go into possessions within their minds for some reason or another you know finding a fault or a problem or a blame or a projection reacting to something or someone within process or within the process as a whole that they'll hold on to that they will refuse to look at or open up or introspect or go into you know it's that that signature of the egotistical arrogance like i am right how i see it is how it is you all and you and you and you and this process and this and that and this and i am right you know kind of also going into that self-validated righteousness it's really an icky not really nice signature at all but there will be one point that they hold on to in their minds that they in fact react to but will even self honestly refuse to admit that they are reacting even though they know that they are reacting i mean also what's quite beautiful about the process walking through the conscious subconscious and unconscious mind is that when you start getting to know reactions and how your mind works there is actually a point of no return but through possession where you can create and accept and allow a very nice possession within yourself and hold on to that for dear life to validate excuse and justify why you do not want to let go and give up of a point within yourself and continue walking your process of awareness within this mini existence or the mini future of existence that we've created within destiny so therefore you know that that is quite an interesting point so the words everyone that you can have a look at within yourself is ego arrogance self-righteousness um and really do have a look in where and when and towards who within yourself and your life you know you sometimes get into moments of conflict or arguments and fights and you know you are reacting and you're holding on to something inside yourself but you're fighting for it you don't want to admit self-honestly that you are reacting and you have got to drop the reactions and the thoughts and the back chats and whatever it is that you're holding on to to really see yourself with clarity the other person with clarity and the moment with clarity as well you know that point right there is also it falls part of like mini possessions um but again if that signature of possessions exists within you people it can become so easy you know for the mind to rise on the deeper levels of its existence that you have not yet walked and take over control quickly and easily i mean interesting enough with all the individuals who's still here in in process thus far we have seen your beingness substance extend quite deeply into the mind into the body um i would say this has got much to do with the balance that we've been walking the multi-dimensional way that we've been walking in incorporating for example the conscious subconscious mind then the unconscious quantum mind then the quantum mind quantum physical you know and also the courses and the the group support communication support amongst one another so in terms of the signatures of those who we have seen have remained and walked with throughout the years up until now we're looking very stable grounded constant and consistent in the sense that you may not go into like full-on possessions of walking away completely from process or from the group or from yourself um but there is still obviously the potential of the mini possessions of that signature of possession existing within you but we'd like to start walking a process of really quantifying ourselves to release ourselves from even that signature of possessions the mini possessions because as long as that signature exists within you you know it also will just make your process through the deeper dimensions and levels of the mind so much more difficult and challenging because the mind has still got such a hold on you you know where despite you knowing and seeing that you're reacting and thinking and backchatting and the point is right here within you in front of you but you're refusing to be self-honest about it and admit it and forgive it and let it go um you know that's that's a problem all right so i would like us all to dedicate this interview's practical application process from this one into the next to assist and support yourself to have a look at the ego and arrogance in relation to your own mind in the sense of for example um you know how aware i am and how long i have walked process and because of how long i have walked process and for how long i have been here i am immune to you know the mind and how it controls me and i know the mind um better than anyone else and i don't need to do self-forgiveness and things like that you know so have a look at essentially where and when and how are you not humble in your relationship and your relationship with yourself your mind and process as a whole where to always be ready to expand to learn to grow to make mistakes to fall but um you know and not go into ego and arrogance is actually a design of fear really if you have a look at it um to not go into fear but be here and assist and support yourself to walk your process in a way that you do not try and fight with the mind or fear it but just gently guide yourself in your process through the mind and all its deeper dimensions all right um and then secondly to have a look at where and when and towards who within your everyday life do you still go into many possessions so that we can assist and support ourselves to release those many possessions it's been if you have a look at it more like a comfort zone as well that you've accepted and allowed the fear of being honest again here comes in the fear um the fear of being honest uh the just have a look at observing when you do recognize that you're going into those mini possessions let's have a look at observing but what are you exactly fighting for why don't you want to admit and just be self-honest about the fact that you do see what you're accepting and allowing inside yourself why why why and then if you can in that moment already start changing it in real time go just drop that fear drop that want to fight that righteousness that ego that arrogance within you when everything all the signs and signals are clearly here that you're in your mind and that you're reacting these are the moments everyone that we've got to change and you'll be astounded at the impact that it will have on you a moment and your relationship with another person if you look at those mini possession moments and for anyone as well and because we're entering into a new phase of process and it's going to also bring the group together um who've been walking this process for quite some time a lot more closer um because this level of um the mind is going to need quite a bit of group support um that you have a look at are there still any mini possessions that happen toward the group the process um things like that um to make sure you stand clear within yourself to equally give support as well as accept support in the processes to come to quantify our processes as much as possible