I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to apply practical application, assistance and support in relation to the
quantified memory possessions that can happen in a moment, also because of the
mind essentially becoming physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to from an afternoon into an evening or from evening to morning or from morning to afternoon I got myself into a full on desire obsession within myself, and really going into the
desire and excitation emotions were creating within me based on how I got so stuck on
that last moment within the memory, instead of slowing down, calming down and
really walking through the memory and myself within it in as much detail as
possible.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand the way the mind uses
emotions and projections in relation to others to hide the real truth, the real
responsibility, the real reflection that has to be done which is on myself.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand why
emotions and projecting those emotions onto someone or something else is
manipulation, how my mind manipulates essentially me on a being level or an
awareness level to not look at myself, to not look at my own mind, my own
programming in what I am accepting and allowing but to just focus on the
emotions, to just focus on that something or someone else.
So we'll
have a look at walking this process of emotions in interviews to come but
mainly I mean if you have a look at this moment within the memory as the
example that's been walked, what did this individual do? They kept on focusing
on that last moment on oh my god what is my partner thinking? Why did they
react the way they do? I'd never heard their voice that way, shouldn't I have
said this? Should I have done it in a different way? Oh my goodness, why did I
do that? Oh no, they're going to hate me. Oh my goodness, the relationship is
ruined. God knows you can go into a thought possession and an emotional
possession in relation to such a last moment.
I mean
obviously this brings out many other programs and systems as well like of
self-judgment, fear, inferiority, insecurity and all of that but again that's
more just shall we say sideline patterns and personalities and programming. The
core that you need to find within memories that quantify you in a possession in
this way is what started the reactions in the first place. So let's have a look
at how you can assist and support yourself when you are going and you can
identify such a possession and I mean the signature of these possessions is a
memory just doesn't want to leave your mind.
It's there
the whole time, keep on thinking about it, you keep on reacting to it and I
mean it can go to such an extent where your physical body goes into pain and
discomfort. There's so much energy moving that you almost also have like a
burning sensation within your chest area. You're finding difficulty letting the
memory go, letting the reactions go and you're pacing up and down, you can't
sit still, you can't focus, you can't concentrate.
All of that
is symptoms of a possession. So and again to emphasize that the being got
themselves into that state from an afternoon into an evening so that's pretty
fast. Now how this individual assisted and supported themselves to get out of
this possession.
See the
problem now is that in the memory you're focusing on the last moment of
reaction okay and you got possessed in the energy within yourself of that last
moment of reaction but now at the same time you're also stuck in the first two
moments that contributed to that last moment. Again looking at the triangle you
know where the first moment was you inside yourself reacting to the topic that was
being discussed which is money and then on the surface conscious subconscious
mind levels reacting to the particular discussion about money, money in
general, also your relationship with your partner and then the third one led to
you eventually misinterpreting your partner's words in some way or another. So
it's quite a tricky little moment of possession in terms of getting yourself
out of it.
So here you you have to
practically assess what works for you in terms of just getting yourself out of
that that possession because the possession will want you to stay in the memory
you know and keep on thinking about it and keep on reacting to it. So that's
the first thing that you need to break is wanting to keep on thinking about it
and reacting to it. So the best way just to break that hold that the memory and
the energy has of you is to either sit down and and write like write out okay
you can for example sit down look at the memory and just write in terms of
having a look at what you can see you reacted to in the memories but start with
the with the energy the emotional energy that you accessed in the memory write
out all the emotions that you can identify that you've accepted and allowed
like for example you might not see in the memory you might not initially in the
memory see that you reacted first deep inside yourself and then on the
conscious subconscious mind surface levels and from there reacted to your
partner you might initially because you are in such an energy possession you
might only initially see that last moment and focus only on that so focus on
that focus there have a look walking yourself in reverse in terms of seeing
okay when my partner said this I went into a reaction of insecurity when they
said that I went into fear and anxiety when they said this I went into that you
know so just slowly move through the memory as slowly and specifically as
possible to identify and list those emotions that you went through if you find
that you're in such a possessed state that you can't even sit and write and
focus on writing go immediately to sounding self-forgiveness right immediately
I mean already there you are breaking that hold that the memory and the energy
has of you because you're doing something else other than staying in your head
thinking about the memory and reacting to it okay so here to then sound your
forgiveness based on the the first emotional reactions that you can see so for
example you see okay there when they said when they said okay in in a very
short harsh way I went into panic so there's panic I forgive myself that I
accept and allowed myself to react in panic to my partner's voice in that
moment I forgive myself that I've accept and allowed myself to react in fear
while I was speaking to my partner and observing their facial expressions I
forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to react in inferiority
after the conversation based on how my partner stood up right so just to start
sounding your self-forgiveness within that moment just to really honestly do
something other than staying in your head staying in the energy we found that
trying to walk around or rant and rave or talk about you know what you're going
through as you're going through it that only perpetuates the relationship with
the memory and the reaction within that because if you're trying to go for a
walk you're still not dealing with that internal hold that the memory and the
energy has within you going for a walk again will perpetuate it because as
you're going for a walk you're still in your head you know also just trying to
breathe is not enough when you're in a possession because just breathing your
your being yourself is still stuck in the memory and in the energy so just
breathing is not going to help talking about it you know there you are sitting
and talking with someone about the memory and about the reactions is still
keeping you in the memory and the reactions because you're actually just
pushing yourself further into the memory and the reactions by talking about it
as is inside yourself right so therefore the the main two things that we have
found will will just break that hold is writing about it sitting down listing
their emotions because it like it just takes that step back from where you're
participating in the memory and the reactions you're now looking at it in
writing so listing all the emotions that you've been experiencing and doing
forgiveness on it and then the sounding of self-forgiveness as well because
with the sounding of self-forgiveness you're taking a step back and then rather
looking at the memory to do forgiveness on it rather than looking at the memory
to react in it okay and therefore I mean even those two practical applications
of the writing as the listing of forgiveness and then the speaking of
forgiveness it's you have to be patient and just keep on doing the forgiveness
until you find you're starting to settle down more the same with the sounding
where you can find you're settling down more I mean your mind will the whole
time as you're doing the writing with the sounding want to go back to thinking
about the memory the whole time and reacting to it because wants to reboot your
possession within it within the thought or the memory and the energy you have
to be assertive within yourself to stick to the forgiveness to stick to looking
at the memory and seeing what you can learn from the memory and looking at the
memory and releasing yourself from the memory so don't while you're doing
forgiveness or writing also constantly go back into the memory or the energy
like go back go back go back thinking about it reacting to it bring yourself
back here decide your directive principle which is to get yourself out of the
possession which you do through the writing or sounding I mean again sounding
would be a lot more beneficial because you mean you've already practiced the
sound of your voice you know what sounds you can play with when when you're in
an energy or or within an emotion how the sounds will assist and support with
just connecting you more to your being the substance and physical substance and
earth you into yourself and so ground yourself a lot more okay then once you
found the energy has settled within yourself I mean you might find that every
so now and then your mind will try and go back to that last moment of reaction
in the memory but there you just have to remind yourself wait wait wait my mind
keeps on taking me to the last moment of reaction when the more I go there I'm
not gonna find the actual play out of what happened and what I need to learn
about how I got myself into the reaction in the first place okay so it's
another reminder every time your mind wants to go back to that memory into the
reaction stop I know I have to open up this memory and look at you know where
did my reaction start where did my reaction start you know the place your focus
the whole time on on yourself because you'll find again what the mind will do
with its emotional manipulation tricks of the trade is keep on having you focus
on your partner yourself the reactions what you did wrong mistakes you made
blah blah blah all of that and you'll see there's no focus on yourself there's
no focus on investigating the the emotions the reactions the thoughts
understanding what program activated there inside yourself that you need to
change okay so just assist and support yourself to then sit down and then open
up the memory further tracing back where it is that your reaction started and
you can go back and see okay that moment you reacted to your partner going back
in the conversation while I was talking about money I was already in subtle
reactions in my solar plexus then right even those subtle reactions in your
solar plexus that you were going into while you were talking about money see if
you can find what thoughts came up during the conversation about money and then
going to okay before that conversation what was it about was about money but do
I have any issues or problems in relation to money within myself oh my god yes
I do always get so stressed and worried and feared when I'm working with money
oh it's so much stress and relation to money in general and things like that
and then you get to the real core your relationship to money was nothing to do
with your partner in that moment that moment opened up the way it did because
if anything it was so intense to show you a you've really got an exceptional
amount of issues in relation to money that you need to work through because
it's surfacing in such moments and then going to the extent where you know you
are going into emotional possessions based on all sorts of other things when
the real problem all the while is money all right so for this interviews
practical application process then just guiding and assisting and supporting
you through memory emotional possessions how you know your mind can focus only
on one moments play out within an entire memory but there's a lot more within
and behind it that you need to open up for yourself right so assistance support
yourself accordingly through the writing or the sounding and I mean again
everyone if you go into an emotional memory possession and you can like and you
can recognize it and you just you've tried writing you've tried forgiveness and
you can't get yourself out of it please this is why your buddies in destiny I
process is there to assist and support you just sit down then with them write
them just scribe to them the situation and ask for their help and they'll be
there for you as soon as possible and again it's only when you're really stuck
you know when you have tried everything and you just can't seem to get yourself
out of it and then from there remembering to walk through the memory you know
in the detail of tracing the origin of the reaction not focusing on the last
point of the triangle focus on the first point getting to that real core
initial trigger
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep on focusing
on that last moment of the memory on oh it was wonderful experience of pleasure? That partner was magnificent? Could I have a pleasure like that now? Lets search and see if we could have an other moment like that. And I go into a thought possession and an emotional
possession in relation to such memory.
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