Day 99 : Walking the Soul of Money – Self-Forgiveness, Substance, and Equality



As I listened to The Soul of Money – Part 10, I realized that it’s my responsibility to take self-responsibility for how I’ve created and participated in the mind, consciousness, and the world system of money. I could see how everything that was explained — from the creation of consciousness to the unified consciousness field, from the mind’s relationship with the physical body to the way the money system functions — is not something separate from me. It is who I have accepted and allowed myself to be within my own inner reality. The same process that happened in existence as a whole is happening within me: transforming substance into energy, consuming life to maintain my own survival as consciousness, instead of living as the physical, as life, in equality and oneness.

Through listening, I began to understand that the mind, the body, and money are reflections of the same system — a system of relationships based on separation, control, and consumption. And that the only way to truly change the world system is to walk through and change my own internal system first. This is where I begin with self-forgiveness — to release myself from the illusions of energy and to return to what is real: substance, breath, and the physical presence of life.


So, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that consciousness is who I am, instead of realizing that consciousness is the byproduct of the mind consciousness system — a reflection of relationships built in separation from physical substance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see my mind as life itself, not realizing that my mind is a system of energy relationships that consumes physical substance to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the illusion of unity within consciousness, believing that when all the parts of the mind come together, that is “oneness,”
without realizing that this is only oneness within separation — a self-contained unity that exists against life, not as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that awareness comes from the mind, not seeing that true awareness is the living movement of substance itself, before it was transformed into energy for consciousness to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my physical body as a servant to the mind, submitting the body’s substance, breath, and stability to fuel my thoughts, emotions, and energetic experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the body has its own awareness, one that is equal to and one with substance — and that in my addiction to energy, I’ve made my own body my slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as consciousness in competition with my body, instead of standing with the body as an equal partner in existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the physical standing up, instead of realizing that when the body begins to reclaim itself, it is not punishment — it is the correction of balance, the re-alignment of substance reclaiming itself from energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the physical, existing in a mind reality within a money reality, within a personal reality —
completely disconnected from the actual physical existence and from the equality and oneness of all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my relationships with other human beings exist in the mind, comparing, judging, competing — instead of meeting them as equal living beings here in the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value energy experiences more than the presence of life, and to chase energetic highs of money, power, sex, and self-importance, while consuming substance and life force from the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the world system of money is the externalization of the mind consciousness system, where a few feed on the many, consuming resources for their own continuation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the diminishing of resources, poverty, and inequality are the same processes happening within me — as I diminish my own physical substance into energy experiences of mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek survival through energy and money, rather than standing here in and as breath, equal and one with life substance — directing myself in self-honesty and responsibility for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my energy or my money, not realizing that what I really fear is losing my illusion of control — while what remains is what’s real: the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider the simple solution: for all beings to stand together, equal and one, cultivating what is here for all —
because I have been addicted to the ownership and possession of energy and money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mirror the heavens of the past — where energy was hoarded by a few while the rest were diminished — and to continue living that same heaven-as-mind on Earth, creating inequality in the physical world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the “soul of money” as it exists now is consciousness itself, living as separation, survival, and inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the real soul of money is to be a tool of equal support — a means to express equality and oneness within the physical for all beings.

🌿 When and as I notice myself

separating myself into mind realities of thought, emotion, and energy —
or seeing others and the world through the filters of comparison, judgment, or survival —
I stop and breathe.

💡 I realize

that I am substance expressing through form, that the mind is not who I am,
and that the same principles that govern energy and consciousness in the mind
govern the world system of money — and that I am responsible for both.

🌱 Self-Commitment Statements

I commit myself to stand equal with my physical body, breathing, moving, and living in awareness of the substance that I am.

I commit myself to stop feeding energy experiences that consume the physical,
and to instead direct my awareness here, in breath, as life.

I commit myself to transform my relationship with money, from energy possession and survival to practical equality and oneness — using money as a tool to support life, not to control or separate.

I commit myself to reconnect with other beings physically and directly, without the interference of the mind’s judgments or comparisons.

I commit myself to walk with the physical, supporting my body as I support life, so that the relationship between mind and body is re-aligned into equality.

I commit myself to stand as a living example of equality and oneness, supporting the transformation of the money system, education, and self-awareness —
from systems of energy into systems of life.

I commit myself to walk this process with patience, perseverance, and presence, understanding that to stand equal with the physical is to birth life from the physical — one breath at a time.



🌱 Closing

Walking through these realizations, I see that self-forgiveness is not the end, but the opening. It is the space where I release my participation in energy and begin to re-establish my relationship with the physical — with breath, with my body, with this moment here. Each word of forgiveness becomes a point of re-creation, a commitment to live in equality with life. As I move from understanding to practical application, I practice standing stable within my physical reality, directing my thoughts, emotions, and behaviors with awareness. This is how I begin to rewrite my relationship with money, with the mind, and with existence — not through ideas or energy, but through consistent physical living, one breath, one decision, one correction at a time.


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