Day 3: Energetic Addiction

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully understand and grasp what is Energy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by moods and how I feel as energetic experience

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be identified as Energy, thoughts, emotions

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand how I created this physical 3 dimensional life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist only as Energy within and money without

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still create and participate with energy as emotion and feeling experiences.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to stop the abuse of the physical by the energy as emotions feelings and thoughts

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind conscious system as emotions feelings and energy and not exist here and now with every breath I take

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always think instead of breath here and now one and equal with Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to energy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed energy to direct my actions or no actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be fully absorbed by energy when it is activated within me. So as an energy like excitement is activated I become that energy nor realizing I am here within every breath

 

I commit myself to stop the mind, energy, and thoughts by not participating on it and writing myself to freedom

I commit myself to investigate all kind of energy and how it work.

I commit myself to identify all energetic patterns with in my life where I have accepted and allowed energy to move me and to determine who I am and to stop the energy experience thought breathing and  see what I am doing, if it is practical or not if it is best for all life or not, is it common sense or not and to be self honest with myself and change, and to stop energy enslavement as the mind consciousness system.

I commit myself to stop all moods and to write, self forgive, be self honest with myself and to stop the moods, stop the roller-coaster of energy and to remain here in each breath as that which is best for all, so that I may be the same, stable and to be myself as a living expression and not a robotic energetic being moving and functioning only as he/she feels through data input output.