Day 23 : Watching Series or Movies

 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain myself  by giving full control to my mind while watching series or movies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when and as I finish the day or the week to think of watching a series or movie. It's like I get tired from being the directive principle of myself, so I watch a series or movie to give full control to the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed with watching some series to the point I pay money and a lot of times watching it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be fully absorbed by the series or movie I am watching to the point where I feel sad when something bad happen in what I watch and I feel happy if something good happen in the series or movie I am watching. And that Indicate that I was living in and as the mind while watching the movie or series.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the mind to maintain his control after a deception by accepting and allowing myself to watch movie or series. And so continue living as and in the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch series or movies to feel good after a deception or failure. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create many personalities and characters from movies and series I watched and to play those personalities and characters in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel urge and excitement to watch the next episode of a series wanting to know what will happen. It's like living in imaginary world created by the scenarist, actors and series stuff. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to escape and run out from facing reality by watching series and movies.

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