Day 24 : Playing Digital Games

 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play digital games that gives no value to life. Meaning being completely manipulated by the mind to use physical substance and generate energy to sustain the existence of the mind conscious system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play digital games that gives no value to life to earn money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get trapped by and in the mind for hours playing digital games.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about playing games whenever I feel anxious, or tired or asleep, or in reaction to any other emotions or feelings.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play games and abuse life so that I can escape reality and forget my responsibility toward life as equal and one with all life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that playing digital games is an indication that I am not breathing, not being awareness of the breath and the physical.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that playing digital games is living in an imaginary world created by the mind to maintain energy generation from the physical substance.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to STOP and breath when I see myself thinking about playing digital games.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play games as distractions to hide or to avoid or for any reason really. And not get myself back here and get down to business/work where the real stuff happening.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to decide who I am at any moment, and stand for that decision. And in doing so I give rooms to the mind to decide.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that who I am when playing games is the personality and the role I take in the imaginary game. So I become a thing of the mind that is not real or physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play games in break times instead of walking, exercising my body  or just breathing.

I commit myself to breathe and be the breath whenever the thoughts, emotions, back chats of playing games or any other possession comes. And if it doesnt stop, exercise my physical body and get a cold shower.

I commit myself to be LIFE as what is best for all LIFE in every moment. And as I see the mind bringing games as thoughts emotions feelings or back chats, I stop breath and decide to be Life and give LIFE.

I commit myself to show and explain the truth about digital games to children and not allow the abuse of children through digital games.

 


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