Day 61 : Sex Connection Personality. Day 20 of 21.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see realize and understand that connection is one personality of sex personalities. 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see realize and understand how we can take one word and create an entire personality from and of that one word, primarily in relation to sex and relationships, and if that personality is not fulfilled within that context, will then attempt or try to fulfill itself through other relationships or other ways, means and methods within and throughout my life. So, to source sex personalities, one have a look at how one have defined who I am in relationship to sex, meaning what is it that I want, what is it that I look for, what is it that I desire, what does sex give me, , what does or how does sex in itself define me.

 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to walk through more sex personality examples to assist and support me in my process in such a way that I do not limit who I am in relation to a personality that is connected to sex and relationships, and within that, the consequences of what happens to the rest of my life experience in relationships to other people, and how such sex personalities, in fact, determine and control other relationships within my world and reality. 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see realize and understand that sexual connection personality stand within the dimensions of where we're having a look at that search or seeking for a deep connection within enduring sex, where it's like in the foreplay and in the penetration where both human beings can just feel like that the other person is within me as I am within them and I'm just like connecting on levels that I cannot explain. It is so deep, so real, so overwhelming that it's like they are so deep within my beingness, within my awareness, within my body, that this connection will last for eternity, for forever. It's like touching each other's souls, moving beyond the physical. I am in that connection meant to be, like this is the one, all those contexts and experiences regarding the word connection.

 I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to  have a look at the definition in relationship to sex within the word connection, searching or seeking for that deep connection within enduring sexual intercourse and expand on it in describing it and explaining it and defining it for myself in as much detail as possible. Meaning, for example, what does that connection mean to me? What does it entail? Does it mean connecting on a physical level or a soul level or spirit level or mind level or synchronizing in such a way that I become one? Is that connection more in terms of an experience, as an energy that I'm looking for, like this overwhelming sensation of like a love? But it's not that it is love, it's just that I'm connecting on an emotional and feeling level that feels like all my emotions and feelings are coming together in like one point within myself and within my partner. So, have a look at how I defined connection practically and energetically within my mind.

 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see realize and understand  how for most human beings had defined that context of connection in terms of relationships and or sex and it does not fall only within with regards to finding the one. It has to do with like me connecting with that someone that feels like in that moment they just know me through and through. Like I can be absolutely vulnerable and open and just open myself up and be so mentally and physically intimate with them. like it breaks down all barriers within my mind and my body. So, within this it's quite fascinating that I have connected this connection to relationships and sex. 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see realize and understand what is the consequence of what happens if that connection is not stimulated with partners or during sex?

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see realize and understand that  Primarily, what happened, interestingly enough, is that what I don't realize is that this relationship to such a connection have primarily originated from or become defined by what I had been imprinted with in my mind or my consciousness from my external world regarding this connection of what sex is all about or what relationships are all about.

 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that the connection I may have experienced during my relationship or during sex was because our minds were so similar in many of our personalities. When we connected, especially during sex, our energy accumulations within our personalities and within our sex systems were so equal, similar, and the same that, while having sex, it released at the same time. Our minds became exact mirrors of each other in that sexual moment, and what we were experiencing as a connection was simply our mind processes undergoing an exact or similar energetic release, upgrade, or evolutionary process.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to go into detail about the mind processes that happen or manifest during and within sex, and how within this dimension, it created a connective experience. I forgive myself for not realizing that there are multiple dimensions regarding why and how we, as human beings, believe we are experiencing a connection.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that another dimension of this connection is when a human being creates an entire database within their mind about their relationship and definition of what sex is or should be. When they meet a partner and have a sexual encounter that matches their mental image, they believe they are experiencing a connection. I forgive myself for not realizing that this connection is related to their mind reality connecting to physical reality.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to understand the multi-dimensions of connection within how human beings currently exist in consciousness, separate from the physical body. I forgive myself for not realizing that such connection experiences are never truly towards another human being, but always relate to one's own mind, consciousness, and personalities.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that when human beings do not experience the connection they seek in relationships or sex, they ignore or discard potential partners who could align with them. I forgive myself for not realizing that this search for connection often leads to dissatisfaction because it is based on mind-created fantasies, not physical reality.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that such a connection does not truly exist in physical reality because most people do not have a genuine connection with their own physical body and awareness. I forgive myself for not understanding that if one cannot establish a stable connection within oneself, it cannot exist with others.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that when the connection is not experienced in sex or relationships, I tend to blame my partner instead of understanding that the connection I seek exists only in my imagination. I forgive myself for not realizing that this blame shifts the responsibility away from addressing the real issue within myself.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that when the connection is not found in sex or relationships, I may try to compensate by connecting more with family, friends, spirituality, or religion. I forgive myself for not realizing that these attempts often do not fulfill the underlying emptiness or unfulfillment because the issue lies within my relationship with myself.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that the strength of the mind's relationship to sex often leads to a lifelong search for connection that cannot be found. I forgive myself for not realizing that this search can result in cheating, ending relationships, or continually seeking new partners in an attempt to find the elusive connection.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to define and detail my connection-sex personality, understanding the energy I seek, and recognizing the limitations of this approach. I forgive myself for not realizing that basing relationships on energy experiences like connection prevents seeing the reality and compatibility of another human being.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that justifying and validating the initial connection experience, despite its fading, prevents questioning the true nature of the connection. I forgive myself for not realizing that focusing on this connection leads to ignoring the importance of building a genuine, practical relationship with another person.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to establish a primary self-relationship with my awareness and physical body. I forgive myself for not realizing that true alignment in relationships and sex comes from understanding who I am and choosing to walk with a partner who aligns with that understanding. I forgive myself for not realizing that sex should be a physical expression of who I am, not a search for an imagined connection.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to communicate and resolve issues in relationships, ensuring an equal and one solution rather than blaming each other or compensating through other means. I forgive myself for not realizing that stabilizing oneself in a primary self-relationship leads to more stable and fulfilling relationships and sexual expressions.



I commit myself to explore and understand how I have defined myself in relation to sex, including what I want, look for, desire, and how sex defines me.

I commit myself to walk through more sex personality examples to support my process, ensuring that I do not limit who I am to personalities connected to sex and relationships, and recognize how these personalities influence other relationships in my life.

I commit myself to introspect and understand the dimensions of the sexual connection personality, especially the search for a deep connection during sex, and explore the meanings and experiences I associate with this connection.

I commit myself to examine and detail my definitions of connection in relation to sex, identifying whether it is physical, emotional, mental, or energetic, and understand how I have defined this connection practically and energetically within my mind.



I commit myself to go into detail about the mind processes that happen during and within sex, understanding the dimensions that create a connective experience, and recognize the multiple dimensions involved in experiencing connection.


I commit myself to establish a genuine connection with my own physical body and awareness, and establish a stable connection within myself first.

I commit myself to introspect and understand the strength of the mind's relationship to sex and recognize that the lifelong search for connection often leads to dissatisfaction, cheating, ending relationships, or continually seeking new partners.

I commit myself to define and detail my connection-sex personality, understanding the energy I seek, and recognize the limitations of this approach, ensuring that I base relationships on reality and compatibility.
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I commit myself to establish a primary self-relationship with my awareness and physical body, ensuring that true alignment in relationships and sex comes from understanding who I am and choosing a partner who aligns with that understanding.

I commit myself to communicate and resolve issues in relationships, ensuring an equal and one solution rather than blaming each other or compensating through other means, and recognize that stabilizing myself in a primary self-relationship leads to more stable and fulfilling relationships and sexual expressions.

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