Day 78 : Understanding the Sex System and the Path to self-direction

 Listen to What is sex part 5 and 6 for context.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as a mind consciousness system that is pre-programmed with specific life designs, personality manifestations, and experiences, believing that this is who I am and that I have no power to change or step out of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that unforeseen or unexpected events in my life are completely out of my control, not realizing that I have the capacity to direct myself in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be guided back into pre-programmed designs and personality manifestations by the mind consciousness system whenever I experience moments of realization or quantum time, instead of standing up and taking responsibility for my self-direction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in time loops, where I continuously meet the same types of people and experience the same situations, believing that I am living a new life when in fact I am replaying my past from my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the mind consciousness system accumulates information up to a certain point in my life, after which I merely time loop, and I forgive myself for not taking the opportunity to break free from these loops and create new, self-directed experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by the sex system within the mind consciousness system, where my sexual tendencies, thoughts, and desires are influenced by pre-programmed energetic experiences and symbolic representations within my unconscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unaware of how the sex system within the mind consciousness system absorbs and categorizes images, forms, and energies into different strands, influencing my sexual experiences and relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unconsciously driven towards sex as a result of the sex system's programming, not realizing that this drive is based on the system's need to upgrade and regenerate the mind consciousness system rather than my genuine self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am only experiencing myself when interacting with others, not realizing that the mind consciousness system and its magnetic membrane resonate with others' energies and experiences, influencing my perception and behavior.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to understand that the magnetic membrane is a conceptual barrier or filter within the mind consciousness system that helps to manage and contain the vast amount of energy, vibrations, and experiences generated by individuals and humanity as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unaware of how my relationships and interactions with others are pre-programmed based on resonance, where similar beliefs, ideas, and perceptions activate the sex system and relationship matrix within the mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unaware of how the mind consciousness system programs itself with symbols, numerics, shapes, and forms, which are written into the metallic platform of the sex system within my physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by the mind consciousness system's need to upgrade and regenerate itself through the accumulation of new experiences, forms, shapes, and colors, without questioning the source of these drives and taking responsibility for my actions.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to be directed by the pre-programmed designs and personality manifestations of the mind consciousness system, and instead take responsibility for my own self-direction in every moment.

I commit myself to recognize and take responsibility for unexpected events in my life, understanding that I have the power to direct myself and my experiences, regardless of pre-programmed designs.

I commit myself to identify and stop living in time loops, where I repeat the same patterns, relationships, and experiences, and instead choose to create new, self-directed experiences that are not influenced by my past.

I commit myself to break free from the accumulation of past experiences in the mind consciousness system and to live each moment as a new opportunity for self-expression and growth.

I commit myself to become aware of the influence of the sex system within the mind consciousness system on my thoughts, desires, and relationships, and to take responsibility for directing my sexual expression in alignment with self-honesty and self-respect.

I commit myself to stop allowing the sex system's programming to drive my behavior and to instead choose sexual experiences that are based on genuine connection and self-expression, free from energetic manipulation.

I commit myself to be aware of the resonance within the mind consciousness system that influences my interactions with others and to take responsibility for directing my relationships in a way that supports mutual growth and understanding.

I commit myself to stop allowing pre-programmed resonances to dictate my relationships and interactions, and instead choose to engage with others based on common sense, self-honesty, and genuine connection.

I commit myself to become aware of the symbolic programming within the mind consciousness system and to take responsibility for the drives and desires that arise from this programming, questioning their source and purpose.

I commit myself to direct my actions and experiences in a way that is best for all life, rather than allowing the mind consciousness system's need for upgrading and regeneration to control my life.