Day 117 : Daily Sharing Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment 

 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that daily sharing in the Desteni process is about obligation, pressure, or proving something to others, instead of seeing that it is a tool for self-direction and self-responsibility. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that daily sharing is a tool for self-direction and self-responsibility because it forces me to face, own, forgive, and correct who I lived daily in physical reality, instead of letting the mind define me silently

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate my daily self-writing from my daily sharing, without fully investigating the reasons why I choose to remain partially invisible. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to write every day, yet limit my sharing to once a week in order to maintain control over how I am perceived. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to filter my process before sharing it, instead of allowing myself to be seen as I am in real time. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear sharing repetition, simplicity, and instability, believing that what I share must be meaningful, complete, or resolved. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value conclusions over consistency, rather than seeing that real change happens through daily accumulation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must first feel ready, confident, or clear before I share, instead of realizing that this places my feelings in a position of authority. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to daily sharing as exposure, instead of seeing it as a practical mirror where ego resistance becomes visible. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to protect an image of myself rather than standing equal with the group through daily participation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to confuse self-protection with ego protection, without honestly checking my physical stability when deciding not to share.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my daily writing as not good enough to be shared, instead of recognizing this judgment as a self-created limitation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that sharing daily means sharing everything, instead of understanding that self-honesty includes discernment and responsibility. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not clearly distinguish between points that require private stabilization and points that I am simply avoiding due to fear of judgment. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delay sharing as a way to remain comfortable, rather than using daily sharing to challenge the authority of the mind. 

When and as I notice myself hesitating to share daily, I stop and breathe. 

I realize that the mind is attempting to retain control through delay, filtering, or justification, and that consistency is what exposes and weakens this control. 

I commit myself to continue writing daily in self-honesty, taking responsibility for documenting my process in real time. 

I commit myself to investigate, each day, whether my decision to share or not share comes from physical stability or ego protection. 

I commit myself to not wait for perfection, resolution, or inspiration before sharing, but to share from a point of stability and self-direction. 

I commit myself to allow simplicity, repetition, and ordinariness in my daily sharing, understanding that this is where real change is lived. 

I commit myself to not use fear of judgment or image protection as justification for silence. 

I commit myself to share what I can stand by, without harming myself, without exaggeration, and without hiding. 

I commit myself to walk daily sharing as a support for self-honesty, equality, and consistency, rather than as a performance or requirement. 

I commit myself to correct myself in moments where I see that I am choosing comfort over responsibility. 

I commit myself to live the Desteni process practically, one day at a time, aligning my writing, sharing, and application with what is best for all life

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