Day 11 : Living in regret part 3

  This article is the continuous part of Day 10 and Day 9

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use regret as glace of perception of my past mistakes and failures and in doing so preventing myself to change and keeping myself in the same mistakes and failures.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create my relationships within the starting point of self interest and in doing so always failing to produce a result that is best for all and so experiencing regret.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on regret as a way to punish myself for the mistakes and failures I have done.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that there is nothing to change about the past, so regret is irrelevant. looking and investigating the past is for the purpose of living as Life completely free from the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use regret as an activator of the energies of blame, pity, sadness, anger, anxiety, and powerlessness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become possessed with this energy of regret where I accept and allow myself to participate in and experience regret whenever I do something I don't want to do, OR I don't do something I want to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and live in and within an imaginary reality that I use to escape when facing regret. and in doing so accepting and allowing my mind to possess  my being and my physical body.

I commit myself to stop creating and living in an imaginary reality and live as Breath being aware of every breath being Here as LIFE with the physical.

I commit myself to use regret to instantly stop the mind, forgive the energy and thoughts of regret and breathe living within the physical.

I commit myself to investigate and understand the purpose of the mistakes and failure of the past so I can really change.

I commit myself to support myself with writing and self forgiveness and self correction and self application facing all past mistakes and failures.

I commit myself to learn the lessons from the past and never let go of those lessons unless I have brought it back to physical space time reality.

I commit myself to look back at those memories, those regret and rather understand myself, face myself and really look into the nature of myself introspected, so that I can understand why I did it? And how I did it? 

I commit myself to investigate and understand those patterns, those mind constructs, those thoughts  patterns, those behaviors and the interconnections there, so that I can from there find a way to stop them, to change them, to become a better being.

I commit myself to live so completely in every breath that I am able to die in any breath and in that moment I will be certain that no regret ever exist and I have lived as Life should live and I have given life as I have received life and in this I have created a world that is best for all life. I commit myself to educate myself to know directly every part, every dimension that is here that I may see what life is really about in every way.