Radouane's Journey to Life

   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the thoughts, the images, the emotions, the energy and become possessed when I experience sex urge. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have emotions and feelings that I haven’t dealt with yet during the day that get compacted within me, and that require release. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see emotions or feelings rising within my physical body; to stop and breathe into that emotion, breathe into that feeling and stop. And as I breathe out I let go the emotion or feeling and release it back to earth. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that my mind consciousness system within my physical body  has been set up to not release all the emotions and feelings within me, but to place it in a ‘holding container’ to be released through the sexual experience. So I have to unshackle ...

  In my life I had experienced Possession many times. It is when an idea or pattern comes up within me and overwhelm me with excitement and desire to act on this idea and pattern and it persists until I act out on it even if I know that it is not best for All.       I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react with the energy of Possession about some ideas and patterns.   I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create and build and participate with some ideas until it becomes Possession. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in thinking about something until i become a possession and I act on it. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand how I can really move myself when the experience of Possession comes up within me I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to enjoy the state of mind possession for days and days. Meaning liking an...

  One of the most challenging emotion and state I faced in my life was Depression. The state when I loose the desire to live. The state where I don't care about LIFE. The state where I don't care about any person or thing It's like I become o zombie half dead making my physical body alive with minimal food and always entertaining the mind with movies, series, and games. This is the state where I get trapped in the mind and I become the mind.    I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go in this state of depression. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to loose the desire to live I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care about LIFE. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care about any person or thing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become o zombie half dead making my physical body alive with minimal food and always entertaining the mind with...

  Social media is one of the triggers that activate the mind game of control. As when I open Facebook or Instagram or other social Medias, I forget about the breath and start scrolling; watching videos and images, reading articles, and loosing LIFE becoming the mind.   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget about the breath when I open Social medias. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed Social Medias to become the triggers that activate the mind game of control on me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to loose LIFE and become the mind when I open and work with Social Medias. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately open social Medias when and as I take my phone in my hand. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand why I open social media immediately when I take my phone in my hand. I forgive myself that I have accepted a...

 Addiction is being abnormally tolerant to and dependent on something that is psychologically or physically habit - forming. So there is Addictions that is best for me like breathing or drinking water daily  and there is Addictions that is not best for me and for all that lot of us suffer from and get abused by doing it.  This article is about letting go Addictions that is not best for me and for all. I will treat those addictions in general. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to do what is not best for me and for all. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my physical body and this life by acting on those addictions over and over. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame about those addictions. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tolerate and be a slave to those addictions. Like when my mind urge me to act on those addictions I simply obey and start...

 Why do we nee to think? why thoughts come unexpectedly ? why I used to act on my thoughts ? It is possible to live without thinking ? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always act on my thoughts.   I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to  breathe, be here and now and act as life as nature as tree.   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that thinking is living.   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that  : I think, so I am alive.   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always act on some thoughts impulsively. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to breathe and if a thought comes, notice it and not act on it. not think about it. not argue on it. not react on it. not discuss it. Just let it go and breathe   I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to always BE the breath, BE the physical...